Last Friday I had my final  Master’s recital. It went terrifically and I couldn’t have been more happy. Not that I sang it perfectly, but I did what I wanted to do: I stayed relaxed, I focused on my breath throughout, I emoted, and felt like I really shared something special with the audience. As I previously posted, I hadn’t felt any real closure to my masters, something that surprised me as, it is for at least the time being, the end of my academic career- maybe I’ll go back and get the PhD post-kids. I felt that closure during the end of my swedish set. As I sang the closing line of “Pan:”  “Life’s hunger, strong and bold, awakens my summerblood and I sing, sing, sing.” It suddenly hit me that this long pursuit of vocal excellence was coming to a close- at least in the formal academic sense. At times I have thought that I might be ready to put it on the back burner- give it up. However, as I sang that line, my mind seemed to say “See Kjirsti, notice how wonderful you feel, how open your heart is, how much you love this.” And my eyes teared up as I realized I will never be able to give this up, because singing is my favorite way of expressing the joy I find in life.

with my accompanist E Justin Simone

I was so blessed to have so much family come out to support me. From left to right: Sabina, Brigette, Me, Tom, Audrey, Lauren, Trevor

with my two best CIM buddies: Megan and Claire

The post party!

I want to thank the many people that have helped me throughout this long process. My teacher Mr. Billions for being tough but also patient. For Linda Jones, for her encouragement and attention. To Annette Johansson for her inspiring pep talk and tons of Swedish coaching, to Mr. Bamberger for coaching my acting on the operetta and for giving me the confidence to present a more theatrical recital. To family and friends who attended and gave me someone to share with. To Justin for his energy and rehearsal time. To Maria, Alex, and Gretchen for their willingness to figure out the baroque oboe situation, as well as their excitement to play chamber music. To Mary Huff for her beautiful violin addition and for being such a dear friend and support. To my dear Mother who has always believed in me more than I believed in myself. To my dear husband who has happily put up with years of strange vocal warm-ups and loud rehearsals.
I love you all!