I’m feeling stressed. I want to do it all. I want to take Scotland to this gym that has free entrance all week. I want to visit Mable. I have a dentist appointment- that I don’t want to go to but I have to. I want to sing. I want to finish spray painting my frames so I can hang them- (But it’s too cold to do so.) I want to get going on our kitchen, but I need to wait on the granite. I want to make yogurt. I want to keep a cleaner house. I want to make a few gifts for friends who recently had babies. I want to read “Raising Cain: Protecting the Emotional Life of Boys” and “Mans search for Meaning,” and “A Town like Alice.” I want to talk to my sisters on the phone. I want to do yoga more often. I want to start running on the treadmill. I want to iron my husband’s pants on occasion. I want to take advantage of the library’s children’s center. I want my son to get routine naps so he is happy. Balance, balance.